Missing
Someone please teach me how to use WordPress. Seriously, the dashboard is so complicated. =.=
After I came back from my Taiping trip, I’ve been staying at home almost 24/7. Its not really a bad thing. Seriously. I mean, I get to spend all my time sleeping till 10 a.m everyday, read manga online and watch anime from noon till evening, read fanfictions, spend more time folding clothes and do chores. (Ah, I just LOVE doing chores. *roll eyes* Did I just label myself an Otaku? Oh yeah, I did.)
I love staying at home alone. All the peace and tranquility I have without my family around. (This sounds kinda emo but its true. Its not like I hate my family or anything.) But staying at home alone for too long is hazardous for health.
Just think that I’ve been doing too much of thinking lately. Now I know the reason for my hair loss and those premature gray strands. So just to prevent my thoughts from turning me into a psychopath that talks to walls and cut myself just because I’ve nothing to do, I decided to channel my annoyance and irritation through blogging.
Ah hah! Now I made myself sound like I’m an amateur blogger.
I love to play the violin. No doubt bout that. I still remember the first time I played the violin, I fell in love with its sound.
People always say ‘If you love something, you’ll pour in your heart and soul for it.’
‘If its what you enjoy doing, you won’t get tired of it.’
I like to work under no pressure. And I like to have fun when I’m doing my assignments. I like playing my violin just to satisfy myself and to just have fun.
I’m not playing it to become a world No. 1 violinist, (It was never on my mind) or to go for exams.
Well, what I’m trying to say is: Is it right for me to get tired of doing what I like most just because there are people who keeps pressuring me to excel in it? Or maybe I never really liked it from the bottom of my heart. Is it because of the pressure? Or simply because I lost my enthusiasm?
Maybe its time I go for another ‘journey of self discovery’ or take up another hobby.
